about to crash

i'm alive again
the darkness far behind me
i'm invincible
despair will never find me
i feel strong i've got a new sense of elation
boundless energy a glory of fixation
i still talk to just get by
it seems so meaningless to try
when all i want to do is cry
who would ever know i felt so sad?
cause even though i get so high
i know that i will never fly
and when i fall out of the sky
who'll be standing by?
(will you be standing by?)